Thursday, July 26, 2007
Hay, si Lord... Minsan, I don't get it why He wants all of me for Himself. Minsan, pag may time na parang super at peace na'ko sa buhay because of the security I get from having something or someone, before I knew it, that would be totally turned upside down. Malulungkot ako 'coz I lost a source of my happiness. Then I'd realize, mali pala kasi ang ginawa ko. Nawala yung focus ko kay God. Hindi na sha ang strong point ko. What would happen was, he would take what I have and let me experience pain (siguro) para maisip ko na nanjan Siya and I don't really need anything or anyone from this world to be happy. Tulad kanina... I felt sad. It's like something is starting to unravel. It's this relationship I have with someone. A dear friend. When a friendship ends pa naman, it can be more painful than ending a romantic relationship. So nasasaktan talaga ako. Ngayon, 'di ko pa alam kung ano ang gagawin ko. Is it really ending? Do I have to prevent it from ending? God. This is really heartbreaking. (What are you trying to teach me, Lord?)
Been a long time now since I last posted a blog here. Well, this time around we find ME outside the school. Yeah, no more campus diaries. I've already graduated last April. Even took the Nurses Licensure Examination last June. I became a complete home bum after that for two weeks. Watched all those Jumong DVDs I borrowed from Mark and finished all that fictions I bought during my toxic days in college (even though I was aware that I won't have enough time to read 'em). Tsk. Absurd.
Anyway, fast forward to TODAY O'CLOCK, I'm now a Tech PET trainee in eTelecare Global Solutions, a probie being groomed to become a Technical Support Representative. My training started last Monday, July 23. That's 1 to 10 in the evening, Monday to Friday, at CyberOne, Eastwood City, Libis. Grabeh. I so love the place. I love the sessions. And guess what? Now I know how to play Table Football! That's also called Foosball or Foozeball. Remember that table game the lead characters in "Friends" always play? Yun yon. Heheh.
Some of my co-trainees and I always play that in the gameroom during breaks, while the others would play chess, playstation or table tennis, or just surf the net.
We're only eight in our batch.. Me, Jaz, Ruth, Xavier, Bleng Bleng, Ace, B,and Russ. Cool names huh? Yeah. And jokingly we call ourselves "the Jolly Team".. haha. Masaya kc kami. Kachika rin namin yung instructor namin, who is a good joker himself.
Ooops. It's almost 1pm. Gotta go to 3102. Ta ta.