JD's Musings Decomplexified

Right now, at 1:40 in the not-quite morning, I realized that I'm a bit indifferent... I have no interest in anything. It's like I don't wanna talk to anyone. I don't wanna agree on something or share my opinion. I just want to be left alone, finish my tasks, explore the gizmo (which nearly drained my savings), maybe listen to Gothic music, and then sleep. I feel tired, but not physically. I look like sleepy, but I'm not. Drained. I'm both emotionally and literally cold.

And I know why.

Maybe I should have a much longer quiet time when I get home... Been a long time since I last talked to Him for more than 15 minutes. For the past few days, I'm always in a hurry... to sleep.

We will surely talk.